Well, I broke down & drank wine with my dinner tonight. Can't say I'm shocked. I think the thing I really need to stay away from is shots. That does it every time. Surely I can keep that resolution. How hard can that be?
I'm sitting alone at home tonight trying to convince myself that this is what I want to be doing. I'm beyond broke, feeling neglected by my not-boyfriend (who heretofore will be known as MNB), and am not really appreciating the solitude. Definitely had better evenings.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
It was nice while it lasted
Posted by middleoftheroad at 4:39 PM
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I see you are writing your blog as a personal journal. Me, too. I hope you don't mind if I read over your shoulder. I wish you luck as you go through this struggle from the life that was to the new life that will be when you get done building it. That is sort of my impression so far. I think you are somewhat younger than me. I wish you knew that you are a worthwhile person regardless of what some guy might think about you right now. When you are older, it may be easier to see that. It is also easier to see it when the crisis du jour has passed. I am speaking very generally here and from life experience. The first step is to be happier with yourself and finding things to do that you like to do. Other things, like what other people think of you, will fall into place when you are happier with who you are. Find something to be happy about and tell us what you like about yourself. Just my opinon of course. You seem like a pretty good writer. I admire that ability.
My new blog here is somewhat about starting over in the blogosphere. I am reaching out in a new direction and looking for an online community. You are welcome to join my circle.
If you are annoyed with my "two cents", just delete this comment and I won't bother you again.
July 25, 2008 7:57 AM
I'm not at all annoyed by your two cents & intellectually I know the things you're saying are true. I think my blog is a way to try to build a connection between my rational and emotional selves so that I can make the leap from just knowing how I should feel to actually feeling it.
Hey! Glad to know that I am not annoying you. I sometimes stick my two cents without being asked and I didn't want to be a pain in the neck. I do get what you mean in your last comment. BTW, I see you are having some fun with the templates and blog controls. It looks nice! I am slowly adding elements. I have played with the pictures and the colors some but I think for now, I will leave it as it is. Have a good week.
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